This isn't going to be one of my normal posts. Life hasn't been the best to me lately. Everything from exams, friends, self image, love and work. On the outside I am a happy cheerful person, but on the inside I just want to break down. I try and give my 100 % in everything but I'm prone to nerves, clumsiness and all this just puts my self confidence down. You see the people around you succeeding and you just keep failing. They have so much happiness in their lives and you are so tired in doing your best and keep failing.
I don't despise people for succeeding for where I have failed but you just can't help yourself feeling like crap. Anyways if you are reading this and your feeling how I'm feeling just send me an email and we maybe can help each other out.
Peace Out
Ella
